I love you but...

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A few years later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

- i heard a bout this story from my sister 1o years ago,then i found the article yesterday!Finally :) -

LOVE!

SUPER Happy!!!

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE ITTTTTTTTT!!!!!!! :D

Happy..Happy..Happy..*lumpat2**guling2*

Yes!!I'm addicted to pink & *itu kilat2*..so??hehe ;)

-diriku nyanyi riang gumbira..lalalalala-

Yuna in Action!

Yuna!See u in perth Love ;)

Zzzzzz.....

Si Pemalas!Tidur jak ahh,tidur diblik org..eee

NO CAMERA PLEASE!!!

Guess What?I'm single...

Habis evo si aleh dia baring!hahah :P

Let's Fight!


This is not "Yuna" penyanyi tu yah!hehe,this is our Yuna,we bought her 6 yeras ago in Perth!
-Miss u Yuna cayang-

Tick tock!

Menghitung hari,Detik demi detik..Tick tock,tick tock *waiting*

Lying here, singing my lullaby,letting time pass me by

Counting stars in the sky!

Oh Dunia,i just cant wait for the day ;)

~I really,really,really miss YOU~

-8 more days to go-

I Miss Adelaide

Owhh!!!!All of a Sudden I Miss Adelaide...*sigh* :(

I miss adelaide,but i dont wanna go...i love malaysia!!

Can i live in two different places at the same time???i wish i could,i miss lepak2 at swinging bowl with my bros,i miss shopping in rundle mall,i miss all the beautiful old architecture,i miss glenelg beach,i miss having my gloria jeans "hot chocolate",N i really really really miss spending hours n hours in Borders bookshop...oh god!!I miss adelaide..but...i dont wanna leave my Malaysia especially my KK! :(

Some of the pics below,remind me all the sweet memories in adelaide :

Gloria jeans!yUmmy ;)

Star wars!!rundle mall with the girls :)

The pigs statues in rundle mall!cumil pula.. :P

Glenelg Beach

" Traffic light" where every morning lalu masa mahu pg class!I miss those days :(

Taken by me ,Victoria station!

I love the grass :)

My college..wah..rindu..rindu

-All of sudden sad :( -

PEOPLE!Thank you :D

4th of May 2009!

Thank you soo much People for the birthday wishes!Every single word u guys say it n sent it to me make me feel so special!Thank You,thank you,thank you & thank you!I just cant stop saying that..THANK YOU once again :)

From My Lovely bunch of family & friends :

"Aleh (my big bro) : Happy Birthday..Tua suda"
- Thank you abg tua!Kau lagi tua dari aku..hehe-

"Iwa ( my sis) : Happy Birthday!May all ur wishes come true which includes me becoming prettier n smarter than ever"
-Iyah la!Aminwarabilalamin...last year millionaire,this year lain la pula..hehe!Thanx-

"Eypong(bro) : Ko tau ka hari ni birthday ko,ko tau ka?"
- Pong,im x sure apa maksud...hehe..i guess kau mau ucap happy birthday la..hehe,thank you-

"An(bro) : babu!Happy Birthday!
-Annnnnnnn..Thank you..hehehe!FYI,no one called me babu since primary 5 ba!maluku-


"Nazil : My brthday girl,hapy brthday ..birthdays remind us that how age defines maturity,with that maturity cmes responsibility,and when u cary thos responsibility at most,u hav achieve the glory of being a human.How time passes remind us what we had gone through,that is what birthday,remind u of ur past to ur exact present,and prepare urslf for the future ahead.gone the past,heres the present and comes the future!"
- Thank u so muccccccchhhh c bobo!Penyanyi ni dia..hehe,he evn nyanyi 4 me on the phone ''birthday song''!Thank you,n for the whole day masa b'day..he kept calling me"my birthday girl"..hehe!u really make my day :) -


"Eda : As we go on,we remember..all the time we've been together..hapy bdy cewek yam2
may Allah blessed u,pjg umur n murahkan rezki..smoga sentiasa success n dpjgkan jdoh dunia n akhrat.From Adm n eda ;)"
-Eda,thank u so much dear!ILOVE YOU...semoga kita sma2 success yah,goodluck 4 ur STPM!jgn stress...u can do it Girl :) -

''Hisyam : Yam.Hppy birthday.Hope ur every single wishes cme true.Hve a blast one.May Allah bless u.U take k.Gudluck in evrythng u do.''
- THANK YOU!THANK YOU!Hehehe..thank u kawan,Kau ada bela kucing ka?hahahaha-


''Yul : Mariam,happ birthday!smoga pnjang umur dan di murahkan rezeki n smoga apa yg dihajati tercapai k.19 tahun sudah,na tambah tua.ndapa asal kn umurnya di panjangkan n smoga kita pun dipanjngkan tuhan hubungannya.Slalu doakan yg tbaik utk kau ya mariam :)"
-Aminwarabilalamin!Terima kasih bnyk yul,ajal maut dtgn Allah kan..kalau nda pjg umur pun aku gembira ada kawan mcm kau!Dari sekolah rendah sampai bila2..i love u!-


"Leyza: Happy Birthday"
-nor,thank u yah!ada gambar2 lagi di msg kau tu..tapi nda dapat ku buat cni..hehe-

"Sapina: ku doakan,kebhagiaanmu,kslamatanmu,ketenangangmu,& kejayaanmu.Smoga dirimu sentiasa di bawah lembayung rahmat-Nya...amin (n_n)
SeLaMaT HaRi JaDi y ke-!9...bear pakai jubah konvo 2,maknanya jan pena putus asa kejar impian...
Dun tell me sky is the limit,becoz i know theres a footprint on moon..hehe..luv u ma aunt..."
-Pina!Thank you..kau jugala anak buah terbaik..hehehe!I love u soooo much dear,study well yah,jangan kau membuli saja d Mrsm tu!hahhaa -


"Syaida : Yam!Epy bfay.somga pnjg umur n murah rzeki(ucpan skema ni)..huhu.."
- Da,thank u banyak2 dari macik yah!hehehe...have a great day!Nanti balik kk,bgtaw macik yah.hehe-

"Syielah nyah : Mommy yam2!Hepi bufday! Yg ke 19 sdh kn?dwasa sdh 2..Hehe..pjg umur n murh rzeki..smga bbhgia d smpg ehem2..hehe..Miss u nyah! -yg cmel,syeilah-"
- Nyah,thank u!majulah nyah untuk negara!!Masih muda ba 19..hehe-


"Dalilla : happy birthday!smoga dmrhkan rezeki n hapi sokmo nnti blk den blnje mkn k.Luv u"
- Dal,makasih bnyk2!hehe..c pemain rugby,ah..nnti blnja ah..hehehehe..Swinging bowl..hehe!oh yah,thnx 4 the gift yg sgt2 la advance haritu..hehe!Il b back to adelaide june ni..see u not so sooonnn dear..hehe,take care...kirim salam adelaide!love u too -


"Sis Vie : Happy Birthday in advance sweety"
-Kak vie,thank u yah!awal kakak wish..hehe..thank u!Love you -


"Zaid : Yam happy 19th birthday!semoga happy slalu yach! Zaid"
- Thank u abg ipar....hehehehe ;) -

''Fara : Happy birthday"
- I called her mau tanya something,thank u fara!Love u-

Samrul called me,he said happy birhday!Sorrylah kami boleh bagi words saja,n lagi satu benda baik d percepatkan-
- Ponok,thank u so much!U guys remmbr my bday pun its more than enuf!Kawan the best!Thanx,n"benda baik d percepatkan"..hehe..i knw wht u mean,insyaallah!One day..the day will come!Amin ;) -


Khalid called me juga,pedahal dia dirumah juga...sblh bilik...gilak!!hahah...cousin ku yang sangat mereng...anyway,lid thank you yah tun!hehehe ;)



N for those of u yg wishd di FS&FB tu..thank youu so much yah!I love youuu All :)
Terima kasih atas semua doa2 kalian.aminwarabilalamin..semoga persahabatan kita semua kekal selamanya!


Abah & Mama,Thank you yg tidak terhinggah,the gift was "SUPER"!Love youuu,Muaaahhh :-*


PEOPLE!!!!!ILOVEYOU :D

-Ya Allah,Syukuralhamdulillah-

Kampung!

Kenduri pics last friday ;)

My cucu

Bibi,nurul,girl,yam2 & pina

anak buah & Makciknya..hehe ;)

Happy Birthday Wazien ;)

The Butun's

My cayang

Cuteee

1,2,3...

-Love my anak2 buah & my cucu,Grandma ba..hehe-

Secebis malu

Beritahu pada muslimah itu dirinya ibarat kaca! disentuh terguris, dihantuk serpih, dihempap berkecai. Beritahu pada muslimah itu jaga tutur kata!cakap tinggi nanti dibenci, terlalu rendah dipijak pula, cakap sombong mengundang lawan, hati-hati meluah kata, kerana pulut santan binasa, kerana mulut badan binasa. Beritahu pada muslimah itu jaga tingkah laku!harga diri letaknya di situ, jangan meluru ikut telunjuk nafsu, sesekali tersilap langkah, akan dihukum selamanya, keturunan dicerca payah, menyesal kemudian bukan faedah. Beritahu pada muslimah itu jaga pakaian! ia cermin peribadi, juga lambang bangsa, di mana dan dalam keadaan macam manapun, biar orang kenal...Dia orang ISLAM. Beritahu pada muslimah itu simpan secebis malu! kerana malu itu, sebahagian daripada iman. :)

-Pesanan buatmu teman-