Kau Yang peta berkata kata

Dunia,Dunia,Dunia!Banyak sungguh cacat celanya,bila kita jatuh tersungkur,sentiasa ada sahaja mata-mata jahat yang gemar melihat kegagalan kita,sudah lumrah dunia sentiasa ada sahaja orang yang tidak berpuas hati dengan apa yang kita perolehi hari ini!

Tidak tercapai jari jemari ini untuk menutup mulut-mulut liar yang berkata kata.
Semoga KAU (yang berkata kata buruk padaku dahulu dan kini),sentiasa mendapat keampunan dari Allah S.W.T.
Ku tadah tangan ini dan berdoa dengan penuh kesabaran kepada Allah S.W.T agar insan seperti mu mendapat pengajaran.

Kau boleh berkata apa-apa sahaja yang ingin di ungkapkan dari mulut yang kononnya manis peta bicara,namun tidak tercapai hasrat mu untuk membuatkan ku jatuh selagiku berlindung dan berdoa pada Allah yang satu :)

Bonda yang selalu berpesan "jangan pedulikan apa yang dikatakan pada mu,bukan mereka yang membesarkan dan memberi rezeki kepada mu,Allah S.W.T maha adil,satu hari mereka akan dapat bahagian masing-masing"
Terima kasih bonda,kata-kata mu itu kan ku ingat sentiasa untuk meneruskan hidup yang berliku-liku ini.

Bagi teman,sahabat,kekasih,cinta,musuh,atau KAU yang baru mula mengenali ku "Cermin diri mu,sebelum mula menilai seseorang''

*Hanya ingin berkata kata pada mu yang mengenali diri ku*

Malaysia

Far away from me :(

I'm leaving! ;(

~ Missing Negaraku,Tanah tumpahnya darahku! :) ~

My boss My Hero

My dad was the center of my small world,

the focus of my affections,

the star that lit my life, shining bright.Shining still in my heart.

The years have led me here,weathered with maturity and responsibilities,

and I see more clearly now.The hardships, burdens of love,and all the sacrifices he made for me,for our family.

He created stability, a place to call home.

Turning to my Abah for support,advice, wise counsel, and for approval.

Grown up, I see differently now...A new perspective of a man I have always known.

My heart is full, my emotions over powering just in the certainty of that bond.

He's been there for me through all the conflicts helping me over the rough, ragged stones of growing up.

My respect for him is unending,faith is unbound, and love is unquestioning.

Even in the midst of all my imperfections, he is lenient,ignoring the pitfalls, the downfalls, the shortcomings,he just accepted me as I was, as I am...

I am honored to know him, to love him, to be of him.

He's my hero, and I am his daughter, his little girl.

My boss My hero!

Happy 66th Birthday Abah!

I love u so much...Thank u 4 everything :)

May Allah bless u always

P/s: if u read this ( abah,jgn sll marah2 d parliment ah) hehe..

From ur lil star,

yam

Jakarta & Bandung 08'

We went to Jakarta & bandung last year on the 20th-26th december !it was fun!! ;)

Look at the pictures below,i'm too lazy mahu cakap2 about the vacation! :P

Banyak lagi pictures,too many!I'll post yg lain later k.. :)

"The Chocolate Run"

I'm currently reading a novel written by Dorothy Koomson "The chocolate run'!Ok,let me tell u guys the synopsis yah!

"Amber Salpone doesnt mean to keep ending up in bed with her friend Greg Walterson,but she cant help herself.And everytime it "just happens"their secret affair moves closer to being real relationship,which is a big problem when he's a womaniser and she's a commitment-phobe"

"While Amber struggles to accept her new feelings for Greg,she also realises that her closeness to Jen,her best friend,is slipping away and the two of them are becoming visual strangers.Slowly but surely,as the stark truths of all their lives are revealed,Amber has to confront that fact chocolate can't cure evrything and sometimes running away isn't an option..."

"I DIDN'T MEAN TO,HONEST TO GOODNESS I DIDN'T.IT JUST HAPPENED"

This is my favorite part in the novel :

'( In the past three years u've become my best girl friend.U've listened to me,given me advice,taken care of me through some difficult times,even though i've done hardly anything for u in return.So Yes,i care about you!)'

Dance..

Today evrythng seems fine fine n fine! :)

I watched "om shanti om" tadi..c sharukh khan ba belakon!!hehe :P
Im x a big fan of him tapi lama nda tgk wayang hidustan,it was fun actually! i love the dancing n singing part,its more like musical gitu...its fun!Then when i watched the movie,adala nyanyi n dancing semua..as usual la..hehe..cerita tu actually bout film star la,sharukh khan in love with that girl but then dia dapat tahu that girl suda kahwin with one of the best producer in their industries la! owh..pity him :(

Then bla...bla.bla..malas mau cerita,the best part time nyanyi,then teingat when i was in primary 2 and 3..hehe

Long time a go,when i was in Srk.st agnes...im actually one of the dancers..haha.."penari kebudayaan" ba!ayoo..malunya.. :P
Masa primary 2..we performed at our school lagu apa ntah..i cant recall,then after that my abah said to me..."jangan lagi ikut menari2 ni"..he dnt want me to gt involve with this "dance thingy"..how sad...jadi masa tu nekadla sudah..nemau lagi join dancing!

Then,tiba2 masa primary 3..ada audition for "bollywood" punya tarian..nah,terus lupa pesan abah..hehe...i went to the audition n gt in!!hehe :)
Terus menari lagi balik..haha..evryweek stay bck aftr school utk practise tarian tu...it was really damn fun!! :) :) :)
The tittle of the song is "mere mehbobo mere sanam"..its from "duplicate" movie acted by sharukh khan n juhi chawla!

hmmm..when think of semua2 ni,ingat dulu masa primary school! ;)

No one's around!

I'm always trying to keep myself happy but whenever i'm in need of a shoulder to lean on ,i wouldn't be able to find anyone around me!why is that so??

Maybe i'm always there for people and since i'm happy, i make them happy. Then when i need someone, they don't know what to do because i'm the one they usually turn to!!!

Today seems different!

Looking back on how it was in years gone by....
And the good times that i had makes today seem rather sad....
So much has changed!!!

MAN U Fan trying to "Commit suicide"

I'm dissapointed!I'm shocked!I'm not satisfied!I'm not happy about it! Liv 4- Man u 1???Aahhh...i cant believe!!!Alex Fergusonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...why dont u let "abg giggs" play?? :(

*Sob*...*sob*..Owhhh!! :(

ahhhhh *crying out loud*
Just let me go!! :(

Love It!

Yeah!Super happy... :) :) :)

i went to Borders bookstore d city just nw..wah,im goin crazy!!i went bahagian

baking n cooking..hmm..syurga cake!!*happy*...

i took byk btul buku tadi..mau compare which one is good..sllnya if buku cake betty crocker is much better dari yg lain2..banyak btul recipes book tadi..tpi i dnt want buku2 resipi biasa..i want smething diffrnt,mcm mna buat fondant cake,roses,hw to use all the equipment! :)

Then after browsing byk gila buku..aftr 1 hr lbih2 gitu..i took the "Planet Cake"book by Paris cutler!Memandangkan im crazy bout handbags..so, i bought this book..sbb the front cover ada bentuk handbag..its a cake actually tpi drg buat mcm handbag "Chanel"..cool ah!! :)

Then i found "tea towel" d woolies..cute gila!ada recipe cupcake pula d towel tu..i love it!jadi i bought it la..cumil..cumil.. *smilling* :)

Au$49.50!Worth it la 4 something Fabulous and professional!

Nah,tea towel ku yg cute!!hehe :P

Hmm

I dont know what happnd to me lately,kinda weird...hmm :
I juz dont knw who am i,evrythng seems diffrnt ni..knp tu ah,my head x in the right track bbrp hari ni..i think i should go jumpa counsellor or mayb paling ngam "mental treatment"..i thnk ive gt mental disorder!!yes I AM!!! :(
i strtd to thnk somethng stupid lately..nda taw suda knp ni,bout death,family,friends,love...evrything!!!I just dnt knw WHY???

Sometimes i felt mcm mau tidur spjg masa...so,i dont thnk too much bout this "thingy"..i dont knw apa..bt i cant stop thinking bout that,that,that n that.....bla..bla..bla... :(
Hmm..i guess..mayb i sholud go shopping kan??*senyum sampai telinga* :D
tonite city pun buka smpai 9pm,so...hmm...pgi shoppingla!!!hehehe :) :) :)
okla,mau gt ready dulu..im goinnn... ;)

Bye2...tata..daaaaaa :P

Kegagalan harini!

Khas d tujukan kepada sahabat2 yg baru ambil result spm!Im sure skrg ada yg tgh sedih n ada yg happy!Congrats everyone.. ;)
congratulations buat semua sama ada lulus ataupun gagal!Dont give up!kalau gagal ataupun u guys punya result kurang memuaskan or x baik la katakan...juz bare in mind!Semua ni ujian daripada Allah,kita semua yg hidup d dunianya tidak lepas dari ujian dan dugaan!
Kita d dunia ni..punya bahagian masing2..setiap yg berlaku ada hikmah d sebaliknya! :)
Im x here mau berhujah mcm tembirang2 mau tunjuk jdi ustazah or apa..hehe..hanya ingin mengembalikan semangat utk teman2 muda.. ;)

Mungkin kegagalan harini mengajar kita untuk maju dan terus maju hingga berjaya!insyaallah!aminwarabilalamin...
Jadi,4 those of u yg gagal..jgn biarkan kegagalan harini mengatasi diri anda untuk terus melangkah demi masa hadapan!!Maju dan terus berusaha...berusaha dan sentiasa tawakkal kpd Allah!
Segala yg berlaku telah d tentukan Allah S.W.T dari dahulu lagi,tidak terdaya kita ini (manusia) tuk merubah segala ketentuan illahi...usaha dan berdoala kepada Allah,semoga yg buruk itu menjadi baik dan yg baik itu menjadi lebih baik!!Amin...

Goodluck everyone!
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G'day Mate!

Name : Carumbe aguestore
Nickname : micheal azzores jesmondlore pagron
Status : single
Age: 27
Nationality: Australia
Height: 172 cm
Weight: 86 kg
Hobbies & Interests : singing & dancing
Favorite books: snow white,sleeping beauty...i hate cinderella!
Favorite movies : Hitman, dark night & p/s: i love u
Favorite songs : Jazz and dangdut
Interested in : Single man

Anyone interested??Please contact me! ;)
For futher information,gimme a call or text me!
Thank you

Oh,March??

heyloooo..its been 1,2,3,4,5....*counting*..hmm,lama sda nda x update blog ah!!
I'm lazy,i'm tired,i'm busy...kemasalan ku terserlah kebelakangan ini!!I dont know what hppnd to me lately.....i juz felt that,i need time for my self..i need time to think..i dont knw think psl apa...bt juz gimme more time!!!huh... :
Byk benda happnd recntly..cuma mcm "MALAS"..Yah,i'm lazy...Lost track of life..bingung2 ba c yam ni..hehe

Once a upon a time...there is..bla..bla..bla..bla..!!*THE END*..Tadaaaa..
Oh gosh,im goin crazy..makin hari makin gila..hehe
P/s : Syam,aku tau kau mau ckp"akhirnya mengaku jg kau gila ah"...haha..!!I know..kau sll cakap aku gitu..tpi x apa!u promise me one thing "on my wedding"..hahahha :P

Kepada semua teman2 dan saudara...ada cerita siok..hehe..later,il talk bout it!! :D
HAHAHAHHAHAHA...jagala kau syam..
attention to all ym members dlm friends list ku : sorry,lately aku malas on9,i need time for my self!nnti saya kembali ke dunia gossip..
eda & decy : semoga survive dlm asrama!!hehe... ;)
Bobo : i love u..jgn capi2 ba..hehe..
Hisyam : jgn lupa janji manismu..hahha :P